Unfortunate Departure

It is time for my long training. I will be gone, and will miss my wife and friends dearly. I will be gone for a couple days training in the desert, learning routes, learning patrols, and prepping for a mission soon. I will be busy, and time will go by fast, but it will be hard on my wife, as she will be at home… waiting for my return. I love her and miss her even when I am at work. We are so close now at work, and it is nice being able to see here more often. Even if it is for a brief moment during break.

I will miss her dearly, but know that my training has a purpose, a meaning behind it. To defend her when the time comes. To protect her, even if it costs me everything.

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-Psyiah Nalani

A Shoulder…

When a friend is in need, sometimes all you need to do is listen, and show support. I try to do that with my wife and my friends. I might not always do the right thing, I try my hardest to make it so.

Today was that day. My friend (and my crush) was not having a good day. So I ended up just snuggling up with her. We talked a bit, and at the end we made out. It was getting a bit hot, but we ended up slowing down a bit. Just those few moments helped her feel better. I might not have solved her issues, but I made sure she knew that I can be a shoulder for her in times of need. I think also having Anni away was not helping, but our hearts where a bit empty without the woman we love here. Being with her reminds me of Anni and it warms my heart. We both miss her so much, and can’t wait to have her back in our arms.

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My beautiful wife and best friend

She is my friend and I want to be there for her.

 

-Psyiah Nalani♥

My Motivation…

Well, it is time to leave for some needed training. I will be away from my wife and my friends, but there is one thing that I know what will remain true and constant…

She will be there when I get back.

My heart remains full of love, full of happiness as I leave. My mind will be busy as I will be missing her and thinking about her. She is my world, my everything. She is my motivation, my “umph” to give that extra mile, that voice in my head that shouts “get up! Get up! Keep going!”

I do this for her, for her protection, for my love of her.

I will not quit.

I will not give up.

I will not be defeated.

I will succeed!

I will win!

I will return to her!

She is my motivation.

Do you have yours?

-Psyiah Nalani

New Job: Kugane Post

I got a new job offer for a few months; Guard Post. It is something simple and was gained through the gossip from the streets of Ul’dah. Being a sell-sword for the Flame has it’s advantages. I can always change contracts if they do not suit me well.

The post is nice and it is for a good cause: guarding a local school. Recently threats towards the locals have grown certain concerns. So, my job is simple: watch over the kids during certain times.

I tend to start training with the local guards, then usually walk around and ensure the locals have not seen or heard anything, then just go on watch.

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Talking with the locals
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Training with the guard
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Trying to be competitive
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Passed my training!
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Guard duty can be boring at times.. and lonesome.
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If I don’t walk around, I might fall asleep!
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Keeping a watchful eye
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The future of the city

Every little bit helps to do what I can.

 

~Psyiah Nalani♥

 

Made it Rain at the Golden Saucer

So, my kitty is still away at training.  She’s been checking in with me and is pretty miserable.  It’s been raining a lot and the leadership is really unorganized.  I decided to be really naughty and take pictures to cheer her up!  Here is a set of me at the Golden Saucer last night.  I found a couple hiding spots and….well, I pleasured myself and caused some mischief!

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💕 This is where I came on the floor. Oh gods….I made such a mess! 💕

💕 Wish my kitty was here to take me from behind…. 💕

💕 My body.  It’s for your pleasure Psyiah and only your pleasure!  Well…..mine too 😉 💕

This kiss is for you Psyiah!  Hurry home to me!

Anyone keeping score?  What would you rate my body? 🏆

I got really brave!  I ran out into the middle of the room,
completely naked, and did a little dance! 💃
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