As I rode my horse to work, I just could not help but cry… I cried because of so much love I have for you.
Annimae, you are literally the best thing that ever happened to me. I don’t know what I would do without you in my world.
You have brought so much happiness to my life. Even when we have our small arguments, as life without you… It would be incomplete. I want you, I need you, I desire you.
You have brought so much fulfillment in my life, I cannot truly express how lucky I am. I have many wonderful friends… Because of you.
You have helped me get out of my hermit shell, and given me confidence to meet new people. You have helped calm me down when I get all dramatic, and you sooth me when I get very emotional. You have always been a shoulder when I just need to talk. You make me feel so appreciated and so sexy. Your comploments still make me blush and you make me laugh with your silliness.
You still give me butterflies when kiss me passionately. Annimae Nalani, I love you so much, and I am so glad that on that day… I said…
You don’t know, Psyiah, how deeply I love you. You are my guardian and my protector. You are my soulmate, lover and wife. You bring my life beauty and meaning. I wake each day thanking the gods for all they have blessed me with: you. I lay awake at night, sometimes, after you have fallen asleep. I watch you as you rest. I listen to you breathe and purr as you slumber. I see you smile while you dream. I look you over and kiss your cheek, thanking the gods for bringing us together. I hold you in my arms and sleep beside you, comforted and safe.
In just a few minutes you will be traveling home. I will be there waiting for you with my arms open. Travel safe and come home to me. I will always be there.
Well, it is time to leave for some needed training. I will be away from my wife and my friends, but there is one thing that I know what will remain true and constant…
She will be there when I get back.
My heart remains full of love, full of happiness as I leave. My mind will be busy as I will be missing her and thinking about her. She is my world, my everything. She is my motivation, my “umph” to give that extra mile, that voice in my head that shouts “get up! Get up! Keep going!”
I do this for her, for her protection, for my love of her.