Oh gods… Talk about an emotional wreck. 😢
I woke up during the middle of the night and noticed my pillow was wet. I noticed my eyes hurt a bit. I looked over and master was not in bed. I began to toss and turn and just could not sleep. I felt sad and I began to cry again. I hugged the pillow deeply and began to sing to myself. I just needed to calm down…
I think I miss my wife… I think I miss her a lot more than I let on. Just writing this is making me cry again. I miss you Anni… Only you can make me feel safe. 😭
This is the song that helped me go to sleep.