For now, I must say farewell…
Those of you closest to me already know whats been going on. Blanche and I are no longer married. While we are still great friends, we decided to go our separate ways. It was very difficult to find time to spend together and we decided it was putting too much stress on our relationship.
I look forward to spending time with her when I can but also look forward to new adventures. New friends and new challenges. I’ve been dating for a while now, I’ve met some amazing girls who have all been very supportive and wonderful to be around. I’m seeing someone new now, one of the few I had a chance to meet. I can’t wait for you all to meet her, she’s very sweet and has a big heart. I’ll leave that for another blog post.
For now, I must say farewell to my dearest Blanche. A part of me will love her forever. ♥
As I rode my horse to work, I just could not help but cry… I cried because of so much love I have for you.
Annimae, you are literally the best thing that ever happened to me. I don’t know what I would do without you in my world.
You have brought so much happiness to my life. Even when we have our small arguments, as life without you… It would be incomplete. I want you, I need you, I desire you.
You have brought so much fulfillment in my life, I cannot truly express how lucky I am. I have many wonderful friends… Because of you.
You have helped me get out of my hermit shell, and given me confidence to meet new people. You have helped calm me down when I get all dramatic, and you sooth me when I get very emotional. You have always been a shoulder when I just need to talk. You make me feel so appreciated and so sexy. Your comploments still make me blush and you make me laugh with your silliness.
You still give me butterflies when kiss me passionately. Annimae Nalani, I love you so much, and I am so glad that on that day… I said…
To my dearest Annimae,
I sit here in my new office, in the Astrologian Lab and can’t stop thinking about you. A new page within our life has turned and another day in my world has become better. I sit here and think back to the days we were in our previous relationships. I think how much has changed and what really made everything move to in a better and happier direction.
We supported each other through the heartbreak, and even before then, we were good friends. I was always excited to see you, and just hang out with you. Even now, I get so excited when I get home or even at work, when I see you. I thought you were the coolest girl I ever met, and I still do. I confided in you with all my thoughts, and always enjoyed going on adventures with you. It is truly amazing how much has changed in such a positive way.
Then a new chapter opened up with the introduction of your Master, and although it was strange at first and it took some getting used to, it went from something that affected only you, to both of us. Because of that, we have met some wonderful people that we can confidently call our friends. This new chapter in our life has grown into something that I hold very close to my heart. Our friends share a place in there, and I have grown to become very protective of them.
With my heart filled with happiness, and a smile on my face, I am eager to move on to the new adventures that await us in the next chapter of our life together.
I love you.
–With a lot of love and devotion,
Your Wife, Psyiah Nalani