My Wife – Page 2 – The Nalanis

Thank You

This, won’t be a usual post, just a heartwarming message…

I feel that I am able to always express myself with words. The blog has been a good way of doing that, but… sometimes, I am at a loss of words.

Today… today I saw so much support from a lot of my friends. It is truly incredible and very heartwarming. I was able to spend a lot of time with my wife today, and it brought me great happiness. I got support from my close friends and… well I can’t write this without getting teary-eyed. The love I felt today, has left me speechless. For some, the actions that have been done might not be a lot, but to me… it means a ton.

I want to thank every one of my friends and my wife for being there for me, and supporting me. The unconditional support is sometimes hard to understand, as my past I have lost a lot of friends. It truly is amazing to see. I did not ask for this, I did not request this… each and every one of you, just did that, because you wanted to. I sit here writing this, and trying so hard not to cry, but it is almost impossible.

Thank you… thank you from the bottom of my heart, thank you for being such wonderful people, caring and loving. I could not ask for any better friends, and such a wonderful wife.

ffxiv_dx11 2018-02-15 21-08-42 — ♥My best friend and me♥

♥I love you all♥

-A very grateful Psyiah

Lights, Ready, Action!

So I ended up turning the stage into a photo studio. I might have it go into a permanent one. Well either way, I totally did a test on the lights and the near by spa… and… well I will let you see for yourself the results.

To someone special in my life:

My love for you is an everlasting flame, never going out, never stopping. It might waiver, it might sway in the breeze, but it will never go out. My love for you is like the flame in the background… never going out. I love you Annimae Nalani, and I will always support you in everything you do. Your happiness is my desire.

-Psyiah Nalani

A Little Emotional 1/10

Oh gods… Talk about an emotional wreck. 😢

I woke up during the middle of the night and noticed my pillow was wet. I noticed my eyes hurt a bit. I looked over and master was not in bed. I began to toss and turn and just could not sleep. I felt sad and I began to cry again. I hugged the pillow deeply and began to sing to myself. I just needed to calm down…

I think I miss my wife… I think I miss her a lot more than I let on. Just writing this is making me cry again. I miss you Anni… Only you can make me feel safe. 😭
This is the song that helped me go to sleep.