My Dearest Friend

For now, I must say farewell…

Those of you closest to me already know whats been going on. Blanche and I are no longer married. While we are still great friends, we decided to go our separate ways. It was very difficult to find time to spend together and we decided it was putting too much stress on our relationship.

I look forward to spending time with her when I can but also look forward to new adventures. New friends and new challenges. I’ve been dating for a while now, I’ve met some amazing girls who have all been very supportive and wonderful to be around. I’m seeing someone new now, one of the few I had a chance to meet. I can’t wait for you all to meet her, she’s very sweet and has a big heart. I’ll leave that for another blog post.

For now, I must say farewell to my dearest Blanche. A part of me will love her forever. ♥

Life

I am excited but proceeding cautiously.

Life. It has a way of changing on you, unexpectedly. You can roll with the punches or hide in a corner.

To say my life has been changing lately is an understatement. Two months ago my wife left me and I found myself alone and wandering. A month later I reconnected with an old friend and I was on top of the world. She had even proposed to me. Sadly that didn’t work out and she ended up leaving as well.

Of course I blamed myself. What was wrong with me? Where was I screwing up so bad? I’m not sure if I’ll ever have an answer to these questions. Not that I need one….

You see. I roll with the punches.

Sure, I was feeling pretty depressed. Alone. Worthless. But I carried on. I have an amazing network of supportive friends whom I can fall back on for support. If you are reading this, you are probably one of them.

Thank you.

My life is changing again. For the better. I am looking up and the road ahead looks good. I am excited but proceeding cautiously. I can’t bare to have my heart broken again.

Thanks again everyone, for your love and support. I am so very blessed to have you all in my life.

xoxo