For You…

Last night, I wanted to show Annimae that I want to be a full part of her life, not just the parts that I am comfortable with. I love her, and I am going to miss her something fierce while I am away. But I know that I want her not to forget this night.

I was waiting for her by the door, eagerly waiting. My heart pounded as I saw the time go by waiting for my wife to get home. The night was going through my head, and I was not sure how it would go. I just… I want to show her I want to be a full part of her life.

As she entered, my tail swayed, and my ears twitched happily. She came over and hugged me. We stood up and my wife began to talk. The conversation was not important, as I had one thing in mind: Her. She seduced me as she took off everything. Her body was gorgeous, and as my friend once said, she is a “golden goddess”.

She walked down stairs swaying her hips and I tripped and fell as I ripped off my own dress to follow her. I took off everything and followed her down to the living room. There I picked her up and the passion began.

I grabbed her, and her legs wrapped around my hips. After we passionately kissed, I took her down to the rug in front of the fireplace. With Anni’s back on the rug, I began to give her the best night I could give her.

I began to kiss her deeply and passionately, our tongue dancing in our mouths. My desire burned for her, but I had a plan for this evening. I moved my mouth from her lips to her neck and began to nibble on Anni’s neck. My fangs where showing and I grazed them across her skin. I grabbed her breast and stated, “Mine!” I began to move south. I got to her nipples and I began to tug at them with my teeth as I bit them. My mouth kept moving south, biting her skin as I inched closer to her flower. I grabbed her flower and stated, “Mine!”. Once there I began to lick her wet pussy and nibbled on her labia. She bit down on tugged at it. I avoided moving the jewelry off her labia. I was beginning to set the scene for the next part. I felt her enjoy what I was doing. My nails dragged across her toned tummy as I left light marks. My arousal shot up as I felt Anni enjoy the slight pain I was giving her. So, I raised the intensity.

I quickly grabbed her and turned her over. I placed her head on the carpet and her ass in the air. I saw her pussy and gave it a quick smack. I saw her jump as it shocked her. I smacked her ass as well, leaving a sting behind. She grinned as I saw her enjoy it. I noticed she was anticipating the smack, so I decided to blindfold her. Now blind, she was unaware when I was going to smack her pussy. I smacked once, then began to talk to distract her. I smacked again grinning at her yelp in pain. I knew I was in control, so I could keep myself from seriously hurting her. I smacked her once more on her clit and I saw her jump. The large amount of precum just oozing out of her flower amazing. This was turning her on so much and I loved it. She was begging for a release.

I taunted her and as I wanted to see if she could resist cumming if I slapped her pussy multiple times. I went quick and fast. Just letting precum splash everywhere. I smacked her pussy over and over and over and over. She howled in pain, but I knew it was pain she wanted. She dug her nails into our carpet and her knees where in a puddle of her own nectar indicating her intense arousal. I noticed she was getting so close on orgasming and she begged to be allowed to be released. Seeing her body tremble, her moans, the carpet, and her precum, I thought to myself she was ready for her release. I gave her one last smack and rubbed as fast as I could as my hand remained on her pussy. Then she exploded, releasing her nectar in squirting fashion. She howled and yelped as the pleasure consumed her. I did not stop there, I slid my index and middle finger in her pussy and my thumb into her anus. With cum everywhere, it was not hard to lube up my finger with her. I began to finger fuck her rapidly and hard. In and out, in and out. Hard and not stopping. She yelled in pain as I forced my finger in her. She tried to resist but by now she was lost in the lust and passion of it all. I was so turned on by how she reacted to it all. I know she was not expecting this out of me, as she knew I was not a fan of this life… but not tonight. Tonight, I wanted to show her that I want to be a part of all of her, not just parts of her wants and desires. She came once again from the fingering and it made me excited.

My lust for her grew rapidly as she began to calm down from her intense orgasm. I didn’t want it to stop, so I picked her up and rapidly moved towards the bedroom. There I dropped her on the bed, and quickly grabbed the strap-on I had ready for her. I put it on and saw her squirm to try and get away. I grabbed her and turned her over once more. With strap-on on and her ass in the air once more, I rammed my rubber cock into her pussy. She yelped in pain as I began to fuck her hard. I pulled out the rubber member and slide it into her anus. I was slow for a bit but did wait. I wanted to take her and take her now. I slide the well lubed rubber cock in her anus and began fucking her ass. I made sure to grip her hips and slam my strap-on on her. The sound of skin hitting skin and moaning was all you could hear.

With blindfold still on, she was at my mercy, just giving her what she wanted, what she desired. I switched form anus to pussy, and pussy to anus. Fucking each hole faster and harder. Slamming the rubber member into her cervix and sliding the rubber cock deep into her anus. Precum was everywhere along with cum. I felt myself getting close to orgasm. I slammed hard and hard inside her. I grabbed her hair and pulled hard. She yelped and winced at the pain. She wanted more. I smacked her ass hard leaving a red mark. She moaned and yelped in pain and pleasure. Harder and faster, fucking both her holes, deep and rough just how she wanted it. She was mine and I wanted her to know that. Again, I slammed in her and I felt her cum once more. At that point I lost count how many times she orgasmed, as there was cum everywhere. I slammed once more, and I orgasmed. The pleasure was beyond anything I ever encountered. To be this forceful to be this dominating, the feeling was addicting, and I wanted more.

Once I finished orgasming, I pulled out of her and turned her over. She laid there panting and sweating from the pain and pleasure. I took off the strap-on and laid in front of the flower. I began to lick her labia but moved up her body kissing and biting her. I got to her one breast and began to nurse a bit. I was not gentle either, I wanted her milk, and I got what I wanted. I moved to her other breast and nursed again. My hand remained on her pussy and I kept rubbing. She came once more, and her body seemed it has reached a limit as she shook as the last orgasm took over.

I moved up and laid next to her. Panting and breathing heavy. She commented on how what was amazing, and she didn’t even see that coming. I blushed and told her what had happened. Earlier that day I spoke with her master, and we had a long chat. I expressed to her that I wanted to understand… and learn more about what my wife likes about this life style she has. Her master was kind and explained some things and even gave some tips as I wanted to learn more and be part of this life my wife likes so much. She was happy to help and was happy that she could help my relationship with my wife more.

Anni was amazing and so happy to hear what I did. I did it for her, I just want her to know how much I love her and am dedicated to her. She is my world and I wanted to show her that. Anni and I talked a bit and snuggled up. We kissed and found ourselves giggling. It was not long until she was asleep. My beautiful wife was in my arms and I had done something for her, gone way out of my comfort zone to please her. Not me, but her. In the end, I enjoyed it very much as well.

I do this for you…

 

Remember, just because you do not like something that your partner, lover, wife, or girl/boyfriend likes, give it a try. You will be amazed how much more you will like it when both of you share that common bond.

 

I love you Annimae, I love everything about you.

 

-Psyiah Nalani♥

Dreading…

Dear Diary,

I feel an uneasiness in my heart… a sadness if you will. I try not to let it bug me, but I feel it looms over me. I am not wanting think about it, but it is everywhere I go, as it is inevitable.

I do not want this… but it has to be done.

I do not like this… but liking it makes no difference.

The days are short, and the time ticking down.

I don’t want to go…

-Psy

Just Another Journal Entry…

Dear Diary,

Gosh that sounds silly… hehe well anyway. I am just typing away, just letting me feeling bleed in this blog.

So where to begin…?

This weekend I found myself in a situation that I felt uncomfortable. I was asked to join in on a Trial. Now, you might be asking… “why are you not comfortable?” Well, under that pressure and with the initial complications I get intimidated… and easily overwhelmed. But… I can’t stop thinking about it. Not because how we almost got won it, but how I felt after. I felt defeated and as if I let down everyone, or was a burden…

You know that saying “stick and stones may break,my bones, but words will never hurt me”? Well that is a lie. Words can do so much more. In fact, words can uplift someone when they lack confidence. They can cheer up someone when they feel down or sad. They can make someone laugh with a joke or just be being silly. And they can feel loved, oh so loved as someone expresses their devotion to you.

That is the feeling I felt after. Loved. I was told by my wife and my friend that I can do it, that I did great, and it might not have meant a lot then, but the reality is that it does then and it still does now.

I ran as a tank in a dungeon last night and my wife told me two things: 1st- that she gets turned on me being in front, defending her and 2nd- that she proud of me pushing myself to endure challenges, pushing my limit and learning to slow down time and know what to do while under pressure. The confidence boost that gave me is incredible. I mean sure, I love making her excited, but the sheer fact that she wants to see me get better, be better, and do better warms my heart.

I have picked up books to learn white magic, to learn black magic, archery, Ninjitsu, Bushido, and many more. I was told I am a “jack of all trades, master on none”, but I disagree with that. I think I am a master at oe thing… supporting my wife and friends.

I love them very much and they have been a blessing in my life… putting up with my antics, my flurry of emotions, my fickleness, and my love for a lot jobs, hehe.

I am a very lucky girl to have this much support and love.

-Psyiah

1 Year Anniversary

It is amazing how one year passes by so quickly. So much has happened, so much is yet to come. Taking time to reflect on what has happened is important, to see how far one has come, how many adventures have passed and how much is yet to be explored.

When I first met Annimae, it was just be curiosity. She was a cute and flirtatious girl just eager to meet new people. I saw some of her pictures and just felt the need to comment on them. They stood out to me on her taking her time to pose, and get the picture just right. I felt a bit envious of her skill. So, I said something.

She then whispered me on a private message and it gave me butterflies. It was so odd, just some new girl I met, I didn’t really know anything about, yet… I was so nervous around her. She teased me, but I held back and denied her flirty advances. I blushed and just felt so flattered that she enjoyed… well me!

After sometime and some gray area not worth mentioning… I found myself unable to stop thinking about her. We kept talking and met up here and there. Although the meet ups where not really to talk, hehehe. Ugh… I am getting butterflies just thinking this! Hehe! So eventually I decided to move to her realm as I found myself lost and… frankly the attention was nice. She was sweet, but yet to helpful too. As soon I arrived, she helped get an apartment for me! I hung out at her place, and gods she was so beautiful. I could not keep my eyes off of her, but we ended the night just talking.

Days turned into weeks and I could not stop thinking about her. My days where lost… just day dreaming about my new friend. I finally ended up having her over at my apartment. And she snuggled with me. Oh gods.. It was so.. I was such a nervous wreck! Eventually she had to go, as some things prevented her from going forward, and I respected that. I didn’t want to cause issues that where brewing in the background.

Every day I thought about her, just fantasizing about her. She could not get out of my head. Eventually, our friendship took a new turn. I wanted her, but could not have her… until one day she came to me, brokenhearted and sad. I comforted her and placed her feelings above my own. I needed to be there for her, I needed to make sure she knew that I would always be her support.

From there, things moved forward and I proposed to her. It was a special night, and I was beyond nervous, I mean she had been my girlfriend for a while now and I wanted her to make sure she knew that I loved her so much, that I wanted to be bonded with her. She said yes, and that day was the happiest day of my life, and won’t ever forget it. December 9th.

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Then, came the day I have been waiting for since I proposed to her… our wedding, January 20th. I married my best friend. I married my lover, I married someone who would always have my back, my best interest, my support, my love, my dedication, and a girl who just loves me for who I am, a silly playful kitten. My heart pounds just writing this, it pounds of the reminder of her love, of the feeling I felt at that alter.. saying those words I will never forget, never question, never hesitate to say again, and again…

I do.

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I sit there, thinking how one year has passed since that day, and I can’t help by cry in joy. Cry how this wonderful life I have with her, is real. It is not fake, not some fling.. not some habit.. but oh so real… I love her, I love her so much beyond anything I can even write on here. My life with her has been a dream come true. True happiness that I can’t ever begin to express without crying and saying the words that I will never take for granted…

I love you Annimae Nalani.. now, forever, and always.

 

-Your wife

Darkness Calls?

I found this flyer in the local tavern in Ul’dah, and I am very interested…

black mage invite

 

~Psyiah