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What Is In A Tail…

This is a late post, but I just have to talk about it…

A few Friday nights ago I encountered something else…. As I moved into new territory. Everything happened fast and with passion.

I went over to my friends house that night and I discovered something new: An obsession with a tail. See, Anni and I have tails to, but they are fluffy or have fur on them. They are fun to tease others with, but nothing what this tail can.

This tail has scales, but also soft. I can feel it pulse as blood flows through it, I can feel it get excited as it throbs in excitement, and I can feel it wiggle its tip as it enters me.

I was in the tub and I found Anni and her master talking and I can smell in the air the sex that was had before. I don’t know why, but it is such a turn on knowing when someone has had sex where I stand. I think it is the voyeur in me.

I was offered my crushes tail, and I did not really know what to say, other than try it. Anni allowed me to experiment with her master, on a different level. With wine in my system, and feeling very horny, I just let go and acted on my sexual instincts. It was very hot. My crush put her tail between her legs and she straddled it. The sight made me blush, it was as if she grew a… Oh my.

I was drawn by its size and all the stories I kept hearing about it from Anni made me want it more. It just stood there, erect and teasing me. I opened my mouth and let it slide in my open and wanting mouth. The taste had some flavour left over from my wife, as her taste is obvious to me. I just sucked and placed my hand on it. I began to stroke as I sucked, and suddenly, my lust just took over.

I began to deep throat her tail! I just rammed it to the back of my throat and just let is slide in. It was as if she was throat fucking me with it. Gods, I am getting horny just typing this!! I slobbered all over her tail, as I gagged trying to push deeper into my mouth. I coughed but kept at it. It felt so good. It wiggled as I pleasured it. I looked up at my crushes eyes as I gave her tail oral pleasure. I blushed and could not believe what I was doing. I could not stop, I wanted more.

Eventually I got up out of the tub and felt myself so wet! Gods… I am so hot right now… just thinking of sucking on that tail… I could do that all day! Okay, phew.. focus Psy.. focus. Right, so I mounted her. Her tail stood straight up, 10 inches high! Gods it felt so good sliding in me. I felt it hit my cervix as I took most of it. Then, I felt her tip wiggle in me!! Oh gods I almost instantly came! My lust for her and her tail grew at a rapid pace. I felt her grab my ass and I began to ride that hard tail up and down, faster and faster. Moaning and panting as the sex was getting more and more intense. I looked back at Anni and she blushed and smiled at me. I pressed my breasts up on her face, she licked and kissed them as I rode her.

She picked me up with ease and placed me on all fours, I was bent over and she just pounded my pussy with her tail. I groaned and moaned sexually as I wanted more of her in me. I felt myself getting wetter and wetter as her tail fucked my pussy. All you could hear is our skin smacking in her house. Just the loud sexual sound of her hips hitting my round ass as hard as she can go. I lowered my upper body and arched my back. She gripped my waist even more and her dominance over my pussy was so wanted. Gods, I am so wet right now thinking about this… She ended up at some point in the night of teasing my anus. Gods… I am such a dirty girl!

Eventually I came, and squirted hard. The rest of the night became fuzzy as the wine in me has the rest of the night in a blur. But gods… my pussy felt a bit sore the next day, but oh so worth it. I look forward on her fucking me again like that. Maybe one day I can get both Anni and her to fuck both my holes… and maybe even someone else can fuck my mouth…

~Psy

New Job: Kugane Contract

Well…. it seems just like clock work, once I get comfortable with a new job, something stupid happens and I just can’t stay there. I left the Maelstorm due to so many distant jobs at the sea, I left my ninja dojo due to so many dangerous jobs we are presented, and now I leave Kugane with a sour taste in my mouth.

So this past Friday, I was told I had to pull a double shift. Nothing new there, as everyone gets to go home and I get to stay working. My favorite part of my Fridays! (sarcasm) But at least I get paid more, so that is some sort of a plus. But we recently had a transfer from another section of a new Major of the Guard.

At first he seemed strict, but fair. He seemed to have had a lot of field experience which is odd, to have a soldier now a leader of a guard. Anyway, he was my direct supervisor and I was to report to him from then on.

Friday night we had our routine gathering as usual, to report anything suspicious within the city. I made a report about an attack from the Garleans on a traveling band of Astrologeons and how the Garleans are working with the voidsent to do it. I was laughed and called a ‘conspiracy theorists’ and was not taken serious. I presented some proof and I showed the major I was not lying. This is where things went south… and fast.

He backed-handed me, and yelled at me in front of my troops. His words that stung where, “A woman’s place is to serve, not to lead!” That asshole said that! Even after I have proven myself to him.

I felt hurt, betrayed, and as the only woman captain there, felt a biased against me. I will not put up with this kind of behaviour, let alone this disrespect! I felt so embarrassed in front of all those around me! i sucked it up and showed no weakness.

Shift time was finishing up on my Friday night, and I ran home. By the time I got home, Anni was not home. All I could do was to cry in our living room. I was confronted by Kat and Kit as they nuzzled around me. They knew I was in pain and they tried to cheer me up. I did not want Anni seeing me like this, not that night at least. I ended up calming down and crawled into bed.

My mind wandered as I kept wondering why this keeps happening to me. All I try to do is to do my best, try my best, and give my best in everything I do. I was so tired, as I cried myself to sleep.

I woke up before Anni did in the house and I left for work. There I decided to quit my job at Kugane. I did not that asshole to ruin my Anniversary. I ended up coming back home and telling Anni what had happened. She quickly comforted me and made me very happy. It is truly amazing how she can literally change my attitude by just a few small gestures of love and kindness. I am very blessed to have her in my life.

Today… today I head back to Ul’dah. I am requesting the cancellation of my contract and no longer going to be playing guard or soldier. I am tired of getting screwed in the end. No, today I go into a different light, or a dark door. I will be officially applying to the Black Mage’s guild.

~Psy

Curious Kitten

So today I played hooky. I ended up staying at my friends house. Anni totally needed to go to work, but we had a little fun before. My friend left first and she totally teased me. Anni and I got frisky with each other, it was soooo hot.

Soon after she left for work and I was all alone at the house. So, I did what I do best, and become curious!

I totally poked my friends music box, her fish tank, and a fancy statue she had. Hehe

Then I saw she had a book, and that book was an interesting one. It was titled “Kamasutra For Lesbian Lovers” On page 48 they showed a diagram of two women tribbing! It went into great detail explaining it all. Talk about hot! I wonder if I can practice tantrum sex with Anni or one of my friends… hmmm…

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Mew! So much naughty literature!

Next I saw two giant displays! They where a bit intimidating, I never saw them up close! So interesting too! My friend seems to conquered a lot of things! Soon after some more hours my friend got home! I was so excited, she caught me off guard as I was looking at her decorations. So much to look at!

She caught me in my undies! But it was okay, as she got undressed to! Gods she is so hot! I have so many hot friends!! Ahh! I don’t know what to do! Phew.. anyway we TOTALLY took a selfie together in our undies!

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Me and my beautiful friend!

Then shortly there after Anni got home and my day of adventure continued! But that will be another post for another day!

~Psyiah♥

A Day With My Wife

What a day…

Today I was able to take off from work and stayed home. Boy, was it needed… last week was a roller coaster and this weekend was not any better. So many emotions… But Anni and I made a day of it today!

It started when I was getting back from my friends house. I stayed overnight with her. It was such a good night too! Anni was not home, so I took advantage and cleaned up the place a bit. I instructed two maids to make us a nice warm meal for brunch. Anni came home and I welcomed her. She told me about what happened with her master and the outcome. As her wife, I wasn’t going to lecture her, but give her love.

We went to the bath and talked about things as I washed her beautiful body.

Soon after finishing our sensual bath we headed up stairs for brunch. It was nicely served with all sorts of goodies. Scrambled eggs, sashimi, steak, noodles, and tea, along with other fresh fruits. I had a plan for entertainment as well… with our maids.

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I recently hired a new one, she is pretty and very sweet. She is an AuRa and I hired her for a reason. Upon reaching a decent part of the meal, I thought it would be best to commence the entertainment. The maids where to have sex in front of us! It was so hot, seeing them go at each other. I saw the kitten suck on the AuRa’s tail and it reminded me of Anni’s master… really hot. The two went at it and Anni and I fingered each other as we looked. Gods.. it worked out better than I imagine.  Eventually we all came and it was such a rush seeing two have sex in front of us for our entertainment. We soon cleaned up and headed down to a special place.

Where it all began….

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The spot where my life changed forever…

I brought her here and reminded her where it all began. I showed her a shell I left on the sand about 1 year ago. And it still remains. I was actually surprised it was there and not in the ocean. I picked it up and showed her, as a gift, a token of my undying love for her. We enjoyed the night sky was so peaceful and all because Anni was here with me.

The Shell
The Shell

We sat for a bit and enjoyed each others company. It was nice to get away from it all and just enjoy each others presence.

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She is my world, my love, my everything♥

Soon after, when it became dark, Anni began to nurse on me. The sensation and feeling from this ritual that started last year is so sacred and loving. What started as an experiment turned into something that fills my heart of joy. Although I have shared my milk with someone else, the pure love I get from my wife’s nursing can’t compare. We laid on the grass enjoying the moment and love we both share for each other.

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Such beauty to behold♥

Anni and I talked a bit and she said some words that hit my heart… my very soul.

“A week ago I sensed a great stress in your voice, there was something there speaking to me without words. It called my name, begging me to hold it and protect it. I suggested we spend the day together and as such we have. The voice has been silenced, it calls to me no longer. This brings me peace and comfort. My dearest Psyiah; as we explore our new sexually open lives with each other, I want you to remember this. Remember the day your soulmate heard your cry and came to your side. No hesitation, delay or question. Your soulmate heard your cry and suddenly the world around her was nothing but a noisy gong, lost in the back ground as she focused on your needs. No matter the paths we take or the friends we make, I will always be here listening, even when you speak no words.“

These words gave me a large impact, the meaning behind it, the connection she has with me, the very fibers that make me who I am… and she gets me. This… this is how I know I have dedicated my life, to the person who is meant for me. Who I have chosen, by the paths and blessing of the gods, to be my wife. One could not ask for anyone better, loving and absolutely caring no matter what.

Thank you for this day Annimae Nalani, for I will never forget it. You are my wife, my partner, my lover, my addiction, my passion, my lust, my savior, my protectors, and my bacon!

 

-Your loving wife,
Psyiah Nalani, yours now, forever, and always.♥

 

Being Owned: Release

The past few days has been interesting. My emotions running wild, my mind constantly wondering. I… 

Well I asked my master last night a hard question that… That has been on my mind for a while. I spoke to my wife about it and let her know how I felt. She suggested I not let my worries hold me back and to be honest with my feelings…

I asked my master to be released. Not because something she did, or something like that. But instead because of the idea of being owned… As it is fun, I think it is not for me. Anni and I roleplayed as master/sub and… it just was not as fun as I thought it would be. I think its just not for me. 

But that does not mean that my feelings for my master, now friend, have changed. I still very much like her, and she was and is such a caring soul. Her heart opened up and took me in, and I really appreciate it. 

So last night I think I felt something. We didn’t fuck or just have sex, I mean the mood was right, but instead, I think we made love. It was hot, don’t get me wrong… Phew Lawrd those eyes… Her skin, her touch. It was… Ahem sorry, stay on track Psyiah…

Well, I know it hurt her a bit to let me go as her slave, but she still has a friend who cares for her. And I think I showed her that last night.
~Psyiah 💓