Author: psyiah

Just Another Journal Entry…

Dear Diary,

Gosh that sounds silly… hehe well anyway. I am just typing away, just letting me feeling bleed in this blog.

So where to begin…?

This weekend I found myself in a situation that I felt uncomfortable. I was asked to join in on a Trial. Now, you might be asking… “why are you not comfortable?” Well, under that pressure and with the initial complications I get intimidated… and easily overwhelmed. But… I can’t stop thinking about it. Not because how we almost got won it, but how I felt after. I felt defeated and as if I let down everyone, or was a burden…

You know that saying “stick and stones may break,my bones, but words will never hurt me”? Well that is a lie. Words can do so much more. In fact, words can uplift someone when they lack confidence. They can cheer up someone when they feel down or sad. They can make someone laugh with a joke or just be being silly. And they can feel loved, oh so loved as someone expresses their devotion to you.

That is the feeling I felt after. Loved. I was told by my wife and my friend that I can do it, that I did great, and it might not have meant a lot then, but the reality is that it does then and it still does now.

I ran as a tank in a dungeon last night and my wife told me two things: 1st- that she gets turned on me being in front, defending her and 2nd- that she proud of me pushing myself to endure challenges, pushing my limit and learning to slow down time and know what to do while under pressure. The confidence boost that gave me is incredible. I mean sure, I love making her excited, but the sheer fact that she wants to see me get better, be better, and do better warms my heart.

I have picked up books to learn white magic, to learn black magic, archery, Ninjitsu, Bushido, and many more. I was told I am a “jack of all trades, master on none”, but I disagree with that. I think I am a master at oe thing… supporting my wife and friends.

I love them very much and they have been a blessing in my life… putting up with my antics, my flurry of emotions, my fickleness, and my love for a lot jobs, hehe.

I am a very lucky girl to have this much support and love.

-Psyiah

For Annimae…

-Psyiah

1 Year Anniversary

It is amazing how one year passes by so quickly. So much has happened, so much is yet to come. Taking time to reflect on what has happened is important, to see how far one has come, how many adventures have passed and how much is yet to be explored.

When I first met Annimae, it was just be curiosity. She was a cute and flirtatious girl just eager to meet new people. I saw some of her pictures and just felt the need to comment on them. They stood out to me on her taking her time to pose, and get the picture just right. I felt a bit envious of her skill. So, I said something.

She then whispered me on a private message and it gave me butterflies. It was so odd, just some new girl I met, I didn’t really know anything about, yet… I was so nervous around her. She teased me, but I held back and denied her flirty advances. I blushed and just felt so flattered that she enjoyed… well me!

After sometime and some gray area not worth mentioning… I found myself unable to stop thinking about her. We kept talking and met up here and there. Although the meet ups where not really to talk, hehehe. Ugh… I am getting butterflies just thinking this! Hehe! So eventually I decided to move to her realm as I found myself lost and… frankly the attention was nice. She was sweet, but yet to helpful too. As soon I arrived, she helped get an apartment for me! I hung out at her place, and gods she was so beautiful. I could not keep my eyes off of her, but we ended the night just talking.

Days turned into weeks and I could not stop thinking about her. My days where lost… just day dreaming about my new friend. I finally ended up having her over at my apartment. And she snuggled with me. Oh gods.. It was so.. I was such a nervous wreck! Eventually she had to go, as some things prevented her from going forward, and I respected that. I didn’t want to cause issues that where brewing in the background.

Every day I thought about her, just fantasizing about her. She could not get out of my head. Eventually, our friendship took a new turn. I wanted her, but could not have her… until one day she came to me, brokenhearted and sad. I comforted her and placed her feelings above my own. I needed to be there for her, I needed to make sure she knew that I would always be her support.

From there, things moved forward and I proposed to her. It was a special night, and I was beyond nervous, I mean she had been my girlfriend for a while now and I wanted her to make sure she knew that I loved her so much, that I wanted to be bonded with her. She said yes, and that day was the happiest day of my life, and won’t ever forget it. December 9th.

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Then, came the day I have been waiting for since I proposed to her… our wedding, January 20th. I married my best friend. I married my lover, I married someone who would always have my back, my best interest, my support, my love, my dedication, and a girl who just loves me for who I am, a silly playful kitten. My heart pounds just writing this, it pounds of the reminder of her love, of the feeling I felt at that alter.. saying those words I will never forget, never question, never hesitate to say again, and again…

I do.

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I sit there, thinking how one year has passed since that day, and I can’t help by cry in joy. Cry how this wonderful life I have with her, is real. It is not fake, not some fling.. not some habit.. but oh so real… I love her, I love her so much beyond anything I can even write on here. My life with her has been a dream come true. True happiness that I can’t ever begin to express without crying and saying the words that I will never take for granted…

I love you Annimae Nalani.. now, forever, and always.

 

-Your wife

Darkness Calls?

I found this flyer in the local tavern in Ul’dah, and I am very interested…

black mage invite

 

~Psyiah

What Is In A Tail…

This is a late post, but I just have to talk about it…

A few Friday nights ago I encountered something else…. As I moved into new territory. Everything happened fast and with passion.

I went over to my friends house that night and I discovered something new: An obsession with a tail. See, Anni and I have tails to, but they are fluffy or have fur on them. They are fun to tease others with, but nothing what this tail can.

This tail has scales, but also soft. I can feel it pulse as blood flows through it, I can feel it get excited as it throbs in excitement, and I can feel it wiggle its tip as it enters me.

I was in the tub and I found Anni and her master talking and I can smell in the air the sex that was had before. I don’t know why, but it is such a turn on knowing when someone has had sex where I stand. I think it is the voyeur in me.

I was offered my crushes tail, and I did not really know what to say, other than try it. Anni allowed me to experiment with her master, on a different level. With wine in my system, and feeling very horny, I just let go and acted on my sexual instincts. It was very hot. My crush put her tail between her legs and she straddled it. The sight made me blush, it was as if she grew a… Oh my.

I was drawn by its size and all the stories I kept hearing about it from Anni made me want it more. It just stood there, erect and teasing me. I opened my mouth and let it slide in my open and wanting mouth. The taste had some flavour left over from my wife, as her taste is obvious to me. I just sucked and placed my hand on it. I began to stroke as I sucked, and suddenly, my lust just took over.

I began to deep throat her tail! I just rammed it to the back of my throat and just let is slide in. It was as if she was throat fucking me with it. Gods, I am getting horny just typing this!! I slobbered all over her tail, as I gagged trying to push deeper into my mouth. I coughed but kept at it. It felt so good. It wiggled as I pleasured it. I looked up at my crushes eyes as I gave her tail oral pleasure. I blushed and could not believe what I was doing. I could not stop, I wanted more.

Eventually I got up out of the tub and felt myself so wet! Gods… I am so hot right now… just thinking of sucking on that tail… I could do that all day! Okay, phew.. focus Psy.. focus. Right, so I mounted her. Her tail stood straight up, 10 inches high! Gods it felt so good sliding in me. I felt it hit my cervix as I took most of it. Then, I felt her tip wiggle in me!! Oh gods I almost instantly came! My lust for her and her tail grew at a rapid pace. I felt her grab my ass and I began to ride that hard tail up and down, faster and faster. Moaning and panting as the sex was getting more and more intense. I looked back at Anni and she blushed and smiled at me. I pressed my breasts up on her face, she licked and kissed them as I rode her.

She picked me up with ease and placed me on all fours, I was bent over and she just pounded my pussy with her tail. I groaned and moaned sexually as I wanted more of her in me. I felt myself getting wetter and wetter as her tail fucked my pussy. All you could hear is our skin smacking in her house. Just the loud sexual sound of her hips hitting my round ass as hard as she can go. I lowered my upper body and arched my back. She gripped my waist even more and her dominance over my pussy was so wanted. Gods, I am so wet right now thinking about this… She ended up at some point in the night of teasing my anus. Gods… I am such a dirty girl!

Eventually I came, and squirted hard. The rest of the night became fuzzy as the wine in me has the rest of the night in a blur. But gods… my pussy felt a bit sore the next day, but oh so worth it. I look forward on her fucking me again like that. Maybe one day I can get both Anni and her to fuck both my holes… and maybe even someone else can fuck my mouth…

~Psy