There is only one kitten I will be spending the rest of my life with. She is right here….

There is only one kitten I will be spending the rest of my life with. She is right here….

Doing a little sightseeing with my bestie!





A beautiful smile forms on her face and lights up the room.
I could smell the sweet aroma of flowers as I blinked. My eyes adjusted to the morning light as I woke up. On my back I looked up at the ceiling. Smiling. The kitten laying beside me shifted and purred in her sleep. I turned to look at her. She was laying on her side, softly dozing, a slight smile on her face.
I felt my heart swell within my bosom. “Gods she beautiful,” I whispered to myself. I turned onto my side and kissed her forehead. I paused there for a moment, my sniffer drew in the smell of spring flowers, a result of her shampoo.
A couple tears streamed from one eye as I considered the events of the last couple months. My wife left me. I reconnected with an old friend. Said friend and I got too close and well…. it just didn’t work out. Then I met her. The kitten beside me.
We shared a common friend. A friend whom felt we might be good friends for each other. Oh how right he was. Its been a week now. We have been on more adventures than I can count. She has shown me the world and taken me places I only ever dreamed of seeing.
Today is a new day. She blinks, her eyes open and meet mine. A beautiful smile forms on her face and lights up the room.
I am finally happy.

You never know what tomorrow will bring. Will storm clouds descend upon you, relentless and never waning? Will the darkness fade, giving way to light?
The gods have a plan for each and every one of us. Its not always clear what that is or how poor the road may be to get there. But in the end I believe that if we weather the storm and never give up, it will be worth it in the end when all is made clear.
I truly don’t know what the future holds for me. I know not where the road will lead or when the fog will lift. But I do know this: the gods have delivered a light to me. A beautiful light. It shines brighter than any light I have seen in a very long time.

I am excited but proceeding cautiously.
Life. It has a way of changing on you, unexpectedly. You can roll with the punches or hide in a corner.
To say my life has been changing lately is an understatement. Two months ago my wife left me and I found myself alone and wandering. A month later I reconnected with an old friend and I was on top of the world. She had even proposed to me. Sadly that didn’t work out and she ended up leaving as well.
Of course I blamed myself. What was wrong with me? Where was I screwing up so bad? I’m not sure if I’ll ever have an answer to these questions. Not that I need one….
You see. I roll with the punches.
Sure, I was feeling pretty depressed. Alone. Worthless. But I carried on. I have an amazing network of supportive friends whom I can fall back on for support. If you are reading this, you are probably one of them.
Thank you.
My life is changing again. For the better. I am looking up and the road ahead looks good. I am excited but proceeding cautiously. I can’t bare to have my heart broken again.
Thanks again everyone, for your love and support. I am so very blessed to have you all in my life.
xoxo
