Month: January 2019

And Darkness Shall Fade

You never know what tomorrow will bring. Will storm clouds descend upon you, relentless and never waning? Will the darkness fade, giving way to light?

The gods have a plan for each and every one of us. Its not always clear what that is or how poor the road may be to get there. But in the end I believe that if we weather the storm and never give up, it will be worth it in the end when all is made clear.

I truly don’t know what the future holds for me. I know not where the road will lead or when the fog will lift. But I do know this: the gods have delivered a light to me. A beautiful light. It shines brighter than any light I have seen in a very long time.

Life

I am excited but proceeding cautiously.

Life. It has a way of changing on you, unexpectedly. You can roll with the punches or hide in a corner.

To say my life has been changing lately is an understatement. Two months ago my wife left me and I found myself alone and wandering. A month later I reconnected with an old friend and I was on top of the world. She had even proposed to me. Sadly that didn’t work out and she ended up leaving as well.

Of course I blamed myself. What was wrong with me? Where was I screwing up so bad? I’m not sure if I’ll ever have an answer to these questions. Not that I need one….

You see. I roll with the punches.

Sure, I was feeling pretty depressed. Alone. Worthless. But I carried on. I have an amazing network of supportive friends whom I can fall back on for support. If you are reading this, you are probably one of them.

Thank you.

My life is changing again. For the better. I am looking up and the road ahead looks good. I am excited but proceeding cautiously. I can’t bare to have my heart broken again.

Thanks again everyone, for your love and support. I am so very blessed to have you all in my life.

xoxo