Where to begin… It has been a while since I have last made a post and a lot has happened.
It was not an easy life to get used to being an Au Ra. The scales, the tail, the horns… it was all different, hard to cope with, but I ended getting use to it a bit sooner than Anni had. I could see she was not really the same, I could tell it was hard.
Regardless, she still saw that it was me, even with my different physical features. I ended up hearing about an expedition of some sort to the desert, to go to some ruins and I heard rumors of a possibility of transformation spell. I knew of the vial we had at home, but this… this transformation was forced and was different. It was against my will.
I took the opportunity to sign up for the expedition. I said my goodbyes to my beloved Annimae and took off.
During the expedition I found a tome, it was old and I did not really understand half the words, but the team scholar was there with us and could help out. There where five of us. Me (a paladin), the scholar, an archer, a monk, and a samurai. We all explored the ruins and soon found ourselves leaving the ruins and returning home. It felt like months, but it was just weeks. One night, camping out just a few malm’s outside of Ul’dah, the scholar found a passage that I might find interesting. It was a bit hard for her to read it, but she gave it ago.
I don’t remember fully what happened, but I remember everyone standing over me, and asking if I was okay. It was the next day and I had been re-transformed to a Miqo’te! I was amazed it worked! I was so happy, my fluffy tail, my ears, and my ability to purr was back. I was so excited and ready to head home. Soon once I arrived, I met up with Anni just outside of Ul’dah. Once I revealed what had happened, she was beyond excited and jumped into my arms!
She kissed me and I her. I was such a great welcome! I explained to her of my adventure and she was amazed. I gave her the tome to look into as it could help or maybe further give her assistance with her works.
Now, I am back as a Miqo’te and find myself being grateful for what happened. She really has been by my side no matter what, and that is something that really means a lot. I could find no better wife, no better companion, nor lover, nor partner.
Now for new adventures as a miqo’te once again with my… friend…. my best friend.
~Psy XOXO
Nakie time with the wife is always a good time!
You can love someone for their physical beauty or their inner beauty…
Over the last year I have come to know Psyiah in a deep and meaningful way. She has opened up her soul to me and in that time we not only shared adventures with each other, but shared tears. I have come to be a part of her, not just figuratively, but emotionally. She is beautiful, her eyes, complexion and figure. I find it all so very alluring and attractive. Clearly her physical beauty means a lot to me.
Over time, as I have grown to know her and appreciate her. My definition of how she is beautiful has changed. She guards me, protects me, provides for me. She puts my feelings, needs and desires above her own. Clearly her inner beauty means a lot to me.
My love for her, its meaning, and roots were recently tested when she was abducted and forced to drink a potion which ultimately changed her into an Au-Ra. If you followed us through that story, you know that transformation was not easy for either of us. Our love for each other was tried. Her new appearance was hard to accept. Clearly her physical beauty means a lot to me.
The captors’ goal was to divide us. Ultimately we proved them wrong and our love transcended. It was what we found within each other that kept us going and kept us in love. Clearly her inner beauty means a lot to me.
Jump ahead a few months. Psyiah and her unit were sent out on a training mission. While out and about, a tome was discovered and within that tome: ancient magics. With the assistance of the scholars in her unit, passages where translated and low and behold one of them promised to undo dark magics, and it did. Psyiah returned home to me in her original Miqo’te form. I was captivated by her beauty and cried. Clearly her physical beauty meant a lot to me.
Beauty takes on many forms and they are all important. We are creatures of the gods and as such are attracted to that which we find physically beautiful. Physical beauty captivates us and draws us in. But it alone will not sustain a relationship. There needs to be more. Its the inner beauty that keeps the love alive. Its the beauty we find inside which truly strengthens the relationship.
I am so very happy to have my kitty back. She is truly beautiful to me in many ways. I cherish her and will hold her close to my heart forever.
You can love someone for their physical beauty or their inner beauty or both. Either way, its the way the gods designed us, and its OK.
Psyiah: I love you for ALL that you are. You are so very special to me and always will be.
The Nalanis 