I can’t stand her… I did everything I could… and she left me! I gave her my heart and she just left. Why?! I can’t even write… all I can do is just cry… crying all day. Anni was there, and she helped me through it, why did she have to do that… I purposely dedicated myself to her… I am going to burn all the pictures… I can’t even think right now, all I want to do is scream! I think I am going to just spend the night with Anni, at least she makes me happy no matter what.