She means everything to me…

I came home late today and I saw her sitting by our fish tank. I could not go without making her smile. I love her so much and she means the world to me. I am glad we stayed up and talked. I watched her sleep, looking over her.

My best friend, my lover, my Queen, my Anni. I love you baby, more than I can even describe.

~Psy

Good night my love, sweet dreams. I will be here when you wake up.

Pain…

I can’t stand her… I did everything I could… and she left me! I gave her my heart and she just left. Why?! I can’t even write… all I can do is just cry… crying all day. Anni was there, and she helped me through it, why did she have to do that… I purposely dedicated myself to her… I am going to burn all the pictures… I can’t even think right now, all I want to do is scream! I think I am going to just spend the night with Anni, at least she makes me happy no matter what.

~fuck her!

Her…

I felt a bit depressed, as Anni was having a bit of a rough time. I wanted to be there for her, and I did. We talked for hours at the peer and it made me so happy. I saw how happy it made her and we totally took some pictures! Oh gods, we had matching outfits! It was such a great time, but… I feel sad each time I see her go. Oh, and I SOO have a crush on her! >///<

~Psy

First Kiss

I like my bun, but I had it straightened. And guess what, she loves it! Oh gods, she makes me feel so special! She showed me a place; it was such a great and beautiful location. It was so peaceful. I don’t know what came over me, but I… I KISSED HER! Oh gods, her lips were so smooth! I think… I think she enjoyed it too! Was this our first date? My heart is racing, am I falling for her?

~Psy

 

 

Later that night…

I felt so naughty that night. I can’t believe I did this, but I send her a naked picture! Oh gods, but she came over so quickly! I felt so alone, and… gods, I am turning beat-red just writing this! >///< She was not able to stay the night, but we actually had sex for the first time! Oh gods she knew what I wanted, oh and her skin! Mmm, I hope we can do that again! She is soo hot! Oh Annimae… my Annimae, I wonder how much you know what a huge crush I have on you!

~Psy