She hurt me. I don’t hate her for it. She was scared. Things had begun to move so quickly. I think it was just a bit much for her to take in. I can’t really understand because I don’t know what its like to be her.
All I know is, she came to me asking for forgiveness with a hole in her heart. We talked. A lot. She explained herself and opened up to me. I, in turn, told her my fears, my desires. It was a long evening. There was a lot of giggling and a matching amount of crying.
In the end we patched things up and cuddled a bit before parting ways for our separate homes and beds.
I don’t even know where to begin. Last year was… I don’t even know. So Blanche and I are doing well. We were both very busy last year and just didn’t have the time to blog much at all.
As we head into a new year, I am going to be blogging more and an old friend will be joining me. (hint hint) You all were so very supportive last year and sadly I did not deliver. I feel I let you all down with my lack of blogging.
Normally I would ask my readers for donations to keep the blog running for another year. This year I don’t think I can, nor would it be fair. I’m going to try to come up with the funds myself and keep this going.
He’s so adorable! He may be the inspiration for my desire to slow down and enjoy the world around me. Its been a couple months since he set out. I miss seeing him around but know in my heart: this is what he wanted.